Alright people, I’m tired of being stuck in this rut. I have no idea what is going on! While the rest of the world is jumping up and down about the new changes 2011 is going to bring…I’m still sitting here feeling numb to almost everything. Hm… maybe some of you are feeling the same way?!….(crickets chirping)
Well it’s time to get out of this funk that I am in! I’ve been thinking a lot about what 2011 may look like for me and my business and to be honest, I have no idea what is in store. It’s exciting and scary at the same time! One thing I do know is that I am SO EXCITED for all my wonderful, beautiful couples that have chosen me to be their photographer this year. I have been so blessed with awesome couples and I can’t wait to meet some more : )
One thing that I know is causing me to be in this rut is…FEAR. Fear is a funny thing…(well not really actually.)
I’m such a dreamer…I dream up these wonderful scenarios in my head yet somehow always convince myself that they can’t come true. What an awful habit. I want to change that…I want to take risks and have faith that no matter what happens, at least I can say I tried. I don’t ever want to live in regret…I’ve done that one too many times and it needs to stop. I know this post is a little personal but I’m just trying to keep it real with everyone hee hee. Another reason why I am putting it out there is because I need people to hold me accountable! There are so many ideas I want to try and execute this year and I’m hoping you all will be along for the ride…it may be ugly but nonetheless I always appreciate everyones love and support. In this industry it is so easy to be comparative….oh come on’ admit it! I look at other peoples work and for some reason become really discouraged. It’s awful and I’m totally guilty of that! Just another thing to add to the list of changes to be made…
I’m realizing this post is sounding super negative, which was NOT my intention. The point of this post is that those of us feeling stuck in a rut…need to stop living in fear. I want all of us to encourage and push one another to be better. Dream big and don’t live in regret. Have faith in what you do.
xoxo.
And because every post is better with a photo….
Hey Tonhya, I TOTALLY know how you feel…excited yet fearful and easily discouraged. The other night I was praying about these things, opened up my Bible and Psalm 34:4 jumped at me. The following verses are pretty great, too. And just so you know, I find your work super inspiring – you needn’t compare yourself 🙂
hang in there lady. . .I can totally relate. I’m struggling with getting the year going when I still feel like I’m getting caught up with last-year’s half-started projects. You are such a talented photographer and I am so excited to see what you come up with in the new year. . .I love the work you’ve done for me so far, and can’t wait to do it again! xo
Hey me tooo! I’m stuck in a rut! You are not alone..whatever 2011 brings for you Ton I know it will be great! Love you!
You’re pushing yourself to be the best YOU can be. Keep up the hard work! I love your honesty and more importantly I LOVE your work! 🙂 You’ve got an amazing eye for this profession. WOW. No need for comparison.
Take care,
Mandee
Hey Tonhya, not sure if you remember me but we went to high school together (not for very long because I switched schools). I’ve been following your blog for awhile now, pretty much since I started my own business last year. I think your work is wonderful, and you are definitely going to go far. I also thought you should know that in regards to the comparing yourself to other people thing- you are one of those photographers that I have on a pedestal and aspire to be like. Keep your head up; as you may look up to other photographers, there are also some that look up to you. 🙂
Darn right! This year is all about doing things that are scary because it challenges us, but doing them fearlessly (not always perfectly)! You are incredible and as wonderful and valuable as you think you are! Write it down, make it happen. (note to self: take my own advice!) 😉 love you.
Tonhya! You already know how I feel about ya girl! You’re beautiful, talented, incredible, amazing, every positive adjective under the sun. You have no reason to worry becuase I know that everything is going to work out for you…not only work out for you but be completely incredible! I’m really excited for you and all the great things that will happen to you. They don’t say that good things happen to those who wait for nothing. Luv you!