I’m finally back from my little road trip with some friends and I feel so behind! It’s really time to get organized and start getting my butt into gear. So I apologize for my lack of posting! I’m writing this post for me more than anyone, so that I can look back at this time in my life and remember the feeling I’ve been having lately. The feeling of not being secure, the feeling of self-doubt, and the feeling of questioning everything I do. When unexpected things happen, it’s easy to get caught up in feeling hopeless. I always have hope and faith that God will protect me and help me through this hard season, but it is still so difficult to get my mind right. I’ve had a lot of great conversations with friends and family about my feelings and I honestly can’t express how thankful I am for these relationships. I am so blessed to have these people in my life to remind me that God knows my heart inside and out and that He WILL help me through this.
All I can do is pray for today…
One thing that I am excited for is all the personal projects that I have been planning these past couple of weeks. I’m excited to collaborate with great people and bounce ideas off one another. That is one thing I do miss about school…is being surrounded by people who GET me. People who never look at me like I’m crazy and people who constantly pushed me to be better. I’m excited to get that creative muscle working again and create some work that speaks from my heart.
Another thing I am excited for is that I will be going to visit my grandma in Hawaii hopefully within the next couple of months. This lady inspires me like no other…probably because I know I’ll be just like her when I’m older. She is the most stubborn person I know, but she is also one of the strongest, loving little old ladies around. I wish she didn’t live so far away, but I wont complain that I have to go visit her in HAWAII! hee hee.
Meet my Nana Anne.
This is the view from my Grandma’s lanai. I totally understand why she doesn’t want to come back to the mainland!